SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!! YEAY!!!!!!!! No homework for Colby for an entire week! Today was our health fair so I spent the morning doing free EKGs. Honestly, I love doing things like this. Guess I haven't posted anything about this but Kurt is running for Sheriff. I think he has a pretty good shot at being elected. Either way he has a job but if he gets elected he would be working locally again. The picture above is what he is using on his campaign flyers.

Tomorrow I work in Roswell, I really look forword to it all week. Isn't that funny?

My friend Lara is visiting her mother so I have been missing our walks, otherwise known as our gossip sessions.

SHAMELESS TARGET PLUG...
Kurt has not been able to wear his contacts for almost two years because every time he wears them his eyes become so irritated that his eyesight gets deminished but I bought Target brand saline solution for sensitive eyes and he is doing great with it.

The weather has been absolutely gorgous these last few days. I so have spring fever. Jamers is so much like me, he just loves to be outside.

I have been watching "Weeds" on the internet. LOVING IT!!!! It is so freaking funny.

Ok, so maybe I over reacted Monday about being accused of not doing my job, they didn't really come right out and do that. I wish we could just skip the month of March and April, I am just way too touchy this time of year.

My friend posted about Max, king of all Wild Things yesterday. What a great book that is! It makes me miss Cole at two. Sniff, sniff.

It is days like today that make me want to quit my job. I had a job evaluation for my part time job yesterday and it was GLOWING. I am getting a raise without asking for one. Then I come in to work on Monday, I am accused of not doing my job, I am made to feel like I somehow don't deserve to go to conference... which by the way is my only time to relax, even when I am off here I feel like I am under a microfying glass. I need this! My part time job is practically begging me to come full time and here I am feeling like they hate me here. Roswell has better pay, better hours, and better work environment the only down side is that there is no retirement which sucks.

So here I am gripping about my life again.

Sweet JoJo

I miss you. We all do, trying to act like all is well, trying to ignore what today is. You are in my thoughts today and every day.

This time of year

I am so sick of everything. I have ANOTHER cold, Kurt woke me up in the middle of the night because when I breathe my lungs are noisy, gee thanks...I was sleeping there. I'm tired of work in general, do you realize I have been working 6-7 days per week for most of a year. I'm just sick of it. Tuesday is my dad's birthday, I think I miss JoJo as much now as I did 3 years ago. The prozac just keeps me from crying anymore. At least on the outside. It is so strange how feelings evolve.

No school these last two days for Colby. It has been so nice. I think I am looking forward to summer more than he is. The weather was gorgous yesterday. My friend Lara watched the boys for a couple of hours yesterday evening while I was at work. They were outside playing with the dogs and one of the dogs bit Colby. Not bad, it broke the skin on his leg and it was Colby's fault because he was chasing her but Lara felt so bad. I hope it has taught Colby a lesson. Who knows though?

Well, I guess I've wasted enough work time.

Work

Here I am at work, it feels like I am camping because we haven't waxed the new tile yet so instead of putting up my desk top just to take it down so we can wax I just brought in my laptop to work on.

I hate the time change, I like having the extra light in the evenings but the changing kicks my ass. I hate having to get up an hour earlier.

I have the cutest little boys in the world! I absolutely adore them. I picked up an ice cream cake from DQ on my way home from work Saturday. I told Kurt what I was bringing and all he told them was I was bring a surprise. They were so excited they had cleaned the entire living room. How cool is that?

The other day part of Colby's homework was to draw nine DIFFERENT flowers. My problems with said homework assignment:

1. Really, nine? How many six year olds know 9 different varieties of flowers?

2. How many six year olds can draw a flower that even looks remotely different from any other flower they drew?

3. Why 9? why not 3 or 6?

4. Why do 6 year olds have homework every night??

So Tired

Today I had a follow up appt with Dr Chen in Albuquerque. DH woke me up at 3:30 am when he came in from work to tell me it was snowing. When the alarm clock went off this am I turned the news on to discover that school had been cancelled due to the weather. Anyway after much thought I finally decided to at least attempt the trip to ABQ and took the kiddos along for the ride. The roads were dry... not sure why school was cancelled but at least no homework for CoCo Puffs. Thus no homework for me!!!!! YEAY!!!!! I am so ready for summer to get her. I am sick of the 1.5 hrs of homework EVERY SINGLE NIGHT!!! They are freaking kindergartners. Also if they talk in the cafeteria they get punished and do not get recess. It feels as though they are preparing them for prison life. I really wish there was a private school near here.

Anywho, Dr Chen was not happy with the amount of scarring. He also did not like the allergic reaction to the stitches. That struck me as funny when he said it, like I was wanting the allergic reaction. LOL

On the work front. I have now missed two whole days of work this week. I am so behind that I will probably have to go in some this weekend or bring stuff home with me. Also we are remodeling the station so having to live (or work- I told you it was an addiction) is such a PITA. I just keep thinking how great it will look when it is all done. Honestly, it is going to ROCK. I got a new desk which I am loving. The walls are going to be a nice light grey called Silver Lining. Such a peaceful space.

I have to say, the Vitamin P is such a nice addition to my life. I am so mellow about the little issues in my life. For example, Jamers hates having his hair cut and squirms the entire time. Today at the walmart salon the lady refused to cut his hair, wouldn't even try. His hair was pretty long and she had the nerve to say that he would be better if we would cut it more often. OK then cut it you witch. I didn't say that. In the past that would have set me off. I just said "OK thanks" I paid for Colby's cut and left. I did not tip her though so I guess we still have a little way to go. LOL

Well, that is about it for today.

My day at home

Jamers was so sick today! He has Croup, Strep, and an Ear Infection. So we stayed home today. Jamers took a four hour nap so I used that time to catch up on Meigan's blog, do some laundry, and divide the two bags of cereal into ziplock single serving bags so the boys can't munch the entire bag over the course of a day.

I am so impressed with Meigan's blog. Mine is so boring in comparison. Well, I guess I better wrap this up.

Two weeks post epiphany

I just love this picture, they look so grown up.

So it has been two weeks since I last blogged. I am actually doing pretty good with my resolutions. Other than when I worked Saturday in Roswell (I know, that was suppose to stop) I have been to bed no later than 10:00 pm and sometimes as early as 8:00 pm. It has been great! I am on the schedule in Roswell for another month on Saturday's.

I called today about getting my IUD yanked, they said when I was ready to call for an appointment but to allow 3-4 weeks for scheduling. I just know there is a baby girl out there for us.

Well, that is about all for today.